sheinks

dull

I find my life dull. It kind of makes me sad sometimes. I have all these great dreams I'd love to do, but know I never will. I hang out with these amazing people, to later feel like I didn't understand half the conversation. I wish I understood art, reflective movies, wrote awesome stuff and read lots of books. I wish I had gone to school and done something with my last year or two. I want to be challenged by people, although perhaps not always wanting to be. I want to do something that I'll remember for the rest of my life. I'd rather put 'will be' in front of all those things, but don't think i can. I live in a bubble where I don't like letting things in that scare me and make me feel small. Although perhaps that's the only way of attaining my goals. It's a hard thing for me to wrap my mind around. I guess the only thing is to not dwell on the past.
But those are just some of the thoughts that I've been thinking about. Not well put together, and sappy.
peace

posted by Steph @ 4:15 PM